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Saturday, August 29, 2009

I MISS BABY SO MUCH!!! ):

Yesterday baby went to malaysia at around 4+.

At that time i at geylang.

Our last text is at 420.

Then poof baby gone to m'sia. )):

At geylang kept thinking about baby la.

Sape tak rindu sei? :P

Baby,bila nak balik ni?

I miss you aready.

cepat la balik.

Oh ya.

Yesterday bought new shirts.

Dad belanja.

2 shirts cost $45.

see how expensive.

Haiyoo.

But dad still want to pay for me.

Thanks.

Yesterday even though baby at misa,

I still text her. haha

Hope she miss me uh.

Cause i miss her. :P

My jacket with her.

Mesti she miss me double. :p

haha.

Hope she also enjoying at there.

Me?

Im bored,i want baby back uh.

Now playing guitar.

and the weather is so cold. NICE~

okay till her.

LOVE YOU BABY!♥♥

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Blog cant put pictures. WTF. I guess i need to post without pictures. haizz.

HAPPY 9 MONTHSARY TO BABY AND ME!!

THIS IS APOEM TO BABY. (:

IT MEANT FOR YOU BABY.♥♥♥♥

All those years ago, my baby

You made my world complete;

You became my perfect partner in life,

And you've been a world-class treat!
We've loved and studies and made a home

That fills me with pleasure and pride,

And it's all because of the wonderful one

Who has lived through the years by my side.
Thank you my treasured and cherished love;

You've made my dreams come true.

Your loving and caring have made our relationship

A blissful adventure for two!

The beauty of the lake is always changing,

With the light, the weather and the season.

Yet each change holds a splendor all its own,

Each viewing precious for its own reason.
In sunshine, golden stars dance across the water.

Moonlight shines a beacon in the peaceful night.

The wind causes whitecaps to erupt and roll,

While calm brings assorted reflections of light.
The water has a new costume each day,

Perhaps gray or green, aqua or blue.

Though each view is different, the lake is the lake,

Lovely in its every color, mood and hue.

My thoughts of the lake remind me of you,

My wonderful, loving partner in life.

Through sunny days and stormy times,

We've stayed together as husband and wife.
Your love is my beacon, my star and my light;

All your colors and moods are precious to me.

You make every day an enchanting delight,

And I'll love you for all eternity.
Happy anniversary, sweetheart.

With you at my side, every experience is beautiful!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Why is my blog still like..... WHAT THE HECK. Luckily im fasting. If not blog you watch out. hahaha. Nevermind let's ignore blog. Now i feeling very weak and tired. My legs are wobbly aready. haha. But still its okay cause tomorrow is my.........
9 MONTHS WITH BABY!♥♥♥♥ Woohoo. So best. Cant wait for tomorrow. So just now go cari something uh for my precious baby ;D

So school was quite okay. Many teachers nowdays can take jokes. haha. cool. So my day started with SS. Quite okay la. Sit in front and be a good boy. :) I study ya know. Then amath class i slept a while. Tired bahh. then when i woke up faiz said that my lips bleeding. So i went to the toilet and saw my lips with blood. Haiyaa. Too dry la. Then break time tell baby about the incident. hahaha. Got la what we say. mwahahhaha xD
Then school end and its time for remedial. before remedial as usual slack with baby.

Then remedial is english. Did three papers. I finished it within 1 hr.haha. Then went home with baby. Then after sent baby went home and went out again. Until now. mwahaha. Okay now wanna talk with baby!♥♥♥♥ Love her alots.

sayonara

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Im super duper bored. I wanna text baby but takut that she still sleeping. So i just have to wait for her reply then. Sebab i told her to text me when she's awake. :D Lagi 35 minutes to buke. Mwahaha. I dont know why. But today i feel very hungry and tasty. Wanna drink coca-cola :P haha.

So today quite okay. School as usual. During class i nearly fell asleep but tried to wake up as N level is getting nearer. So for the past 2hr30min i been studying. mwahahah. Excluding remedial. :O Break time with baby. We talk and talk. haha. Miss la her now.):
Then after break is geog. Teacher tease riduwan saying that he look like MINDS people when laughing out aloud. mwahahha. xD Then Mt did papers only. Then another break spent with baby again. ;D Then remedial we did 3 set of malay papers. Okayla the paper. haha. Then baby text me saying she wanna go home first. Takpe its okay. I know she tired. I understand. (: So went home with fauzi and syakir. Then reach home and play computer. Until now waiting for baby to reply me. Miss her alot and love her alot♥♥♥♥

Monday, August 24, 2009

My blog is making a nuisance again. Haiyaa. Cannot put pictures la ni. So today quite okay for me. PE played soccer and i tell you its very tiring. Run here and there. Wahlao. After that played sepak takraw. Champion or not. haha. Although im tired i still fast uh k. :p
Then break time went to toilet and see my handphone. And there's three sms i havent read yet. Its from BABY. I like "tau tadi i see my handphone sei" I feel guilty uh. Then went out of the toilet and saw baby. Finally. So i told what happened and soon we talk. haha. Then after break back to normal lessons and then assembly and FT. I text baby for 9 times. haha. This time i remember. kan baby? haha. So i sent baby back home. Its feel like we are back to normal. And im very happy. But baby,what your point of view? So after that went school back and do mock papers. Around 4+ went home and online. Now chatting with baby. My lips very dry and im hungry. haha. TAHAN OMAR. :)
SAYONARA.
LOVE YOU BABY!
3 more days baby. MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER FADE AWAY. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.♥♥♥

Thursday, August 20, 2009

N level is in 18 more days. There's alot of things i need to do. There's alot of things in my head. I could not ignore it because it really serious. Why must they do this? Why didnt they think of the consequences? Why they do without thinking? Im seriously having a headche. After baby told me what had happened,im speechless. I dont know what else to say. My brain cant even function properly. After knowing it,i cant forgive myself. Im such a USELESS GUY! all the way i been quiet. Until my teachers all tegur me. Even my friends. Today i guess i didnt study at all. I couldnt concentrate. I didnt concentrate on my favourite subject also. Every people should be happy after they got their results. For me? Eventhough i did well this time,there's not even a smile on my face. Now i dont even know what's the meaning of happiness. I seen many couples. I seen couples who fight using their hands and sometimes slap each other. But what stunned me was they are still together after many many months. Really jealous of them. My relationship with baby? We are okay but we are having probs. But i just wanna baby to stick with me through thick and skin. Thats what i told azmi. And azmi said that baby surely know that i love her alot. I just wanna her to be with me all the time. But whatever it is,im still gonna keep my promises. And so my story continues. With a heavy heart i fetch baby. Im really pissed off with myself. Why cant i make baby happy? Why cant i be the good character in this story. Why must i always be a bad boy where people wont trust me? I dont know why. But seeing baby smile just now make me relex a little bit. At least i knew that she was having fun with her gfs. And it was raining heavily. I got once told baby this. Every drop of the rainfall means I LOVE YOU. Dont know if baby still remember it anot. So we talk some things when going home. Baby keep calling me "baby" which i really like to hear from her.Then baby gave me another chance. But as times pass by i dont what had happened. ): Im truly depressed. I reached home and saw myself all alone eventhough there are mummy and adik at home. I just feel that im lonely right now. Nobody even invite me inside house. Tadi when i shed tears,who was there with me? nobody. I love baby alot. She always try to make me happy no matter what. If can i dont want to show her im hurt. I just want to make her happy. I have said that to her also. Whether she remember it anot? Then baby text me. Dont ask me what its all about. Actually im heartbroken after hearing it. There's alot of things in my mind right now. I dont know what to do. Im stressed. Headche. Why must this happened to me? 18 more bloody days and i had to encounter this all. I dont blame baby. She's not at fault. But you guys! Please wake up from your world! why are you making my r/s miserable? You once told me that you dont want to masuk campur. But eversince sis got a new bf you change alot i tell you.Even azmi perasan. You love kakak more than me. Dulu you never even dare to masuk campur. But now? Why cant you be like dad? He really understand me. He trust me. But you? Go la carry on trusting kakak. You will soon know that she had stepeed over your head.. Im just dissapointed with you. You really have change eversince that guy came. Why cant you be like dulu? I had enough with you. I dont know why? But that guy have make us have quarrel always. Pissed off with you.GOD! If you really hate me alot,then punish me. Why must you hurt other people? Why cant you just punish me? Please, i dont want other people to be hurt again.And to you who have made this thing all messed up,i hope you will know what i mean. You will know what love means. And you will know that i can die for someone who really meant alot to me. Get this. I dont want to kurang ajar with you. Thats why i talking to you nicely. Baby,now im begging you to stay. Please i need you. Pease be with me always. I really love you♥♥♥

BABY! I REALLY BEGGING YOU RIGHT NOW. PLEASE STAY WITH ME. I NEED YOU. I READ YOUR PLURK AND SEE YOU PM. I WAS SAD,HEARTBROKEN AND MANY MORE TO SEE IT. IT FEELS LIKE 1000 KNIFE STAB THROUGH MY HEART. PLEASE BABY, IM STILL HOLDING ON TO MY PROMISES. PLEAS I NEED YOU.))):

Monday, August 17, 2009

Currently talking to baby. And yeah my computer becoming a bit retarded as days past by. The computer keep losing connection and i need to restart my computer back in order to get the connectin. haiss. Gonna complain to dad. mwahahha. so today was not my day. But when with baby i feel alot better. :D But sorry baby today im quite quiet. Tomorrow i will be hyper okay? :D

So today all day like been scolded by teachers. Hais. i just hear what they gonna say and then ignore it. Not that i naughty or what. But they scold me for the thing i for no reason. My hair? My paper? What the hell? hais. Then today wait for my precious baby as she got paper. Dont worry you surely pass. :D

While waiting talk with fauzi,azmi and haziq. And at that point of time its raining heavily. So it was cold. Then around 330 went back home. I and baby share umbrella. haha. Then went back home and online. Until now uh. And just now i need to restart my computer like 3 times?
haiss. I hope it will get better. :D

Love you baby♥♥♥ You make my day.
SAYONARA.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Currently im studying for my last paper which is tomorrow. yay! But is there still time for me to revise? I guess im gonna sleep late today. GOnna burn midnight oil. mwahaha. so today math paper was 5050 okay? haiss. wish me luck la eh. Tomorrow paper is amath and chem. im wanna get A1 for my chem. Thats why im burning midnight oil today. haha. Tomorrow have soccer. Baby could not follow me. Nvm i can call her. haha. And baby dont be stress. Cheer up. Relex i faham. We can talk tomorrow or even text each other. No worries

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Today got math and physic paper. Both paper was quite easy uh. Then today got some accidents at school. Klakar rabak. haha. the sec 2 wanna act tough pula. haiss. Then went back home. Then something crop up at home. haiss. WTH. Then went to schol. Luckily baby pujuk me. Awww,she so sweet la. Feel like being in HEAVEN when being around with her. :D
Then she had exam. so i,azmi,fauzi and haziq study for the mean time. haha. Alot of jokes and laughter eversince we set our foots at the canteen. mwahaha. then 430 baby finish. She told me that the paper is hard? Nevermind sayang. Dont worry. Surely pass. you always beat me in english what. haha. betul tak? Then went back home with baby. Today baby pujuk me alot. mwahaha. I manja with her what. mwahahha. But i feel like in heaven sei when being with her. mwahaha, I LOVE HER ALOT kay. muah! right now talking with baby. :D
SAYONARA~

Thursday, August 6, 2009

kini ku sedari.
semua perbuatanku ini
yang telah menyakitkan.
dirimu oh sayangku.

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atas semua perbuatanku ini.
yang telah menyakitkan..
dirimu oh sayangku..

ku memita maaf kepadamu.
atas perbuatanku.
tolongla maafkan dirimu.
ku tak mahu kehilanganmu.

ku terima segala hukuman.
dengan hati yang suci.
kerana ku masih menyanyangimu.
dan ku perlukan mu.
dalam diriku.

ku ingin berubah
untuk dirimu sayang
keranaku tak ingin.
kau merana keranaku

hanyala dirimu yang aku tetap cinta..
tiada lagi..
yang ku beri cintaku.
selainmu.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

HOPE EVERYTHINGS FINE.

I LOVE YOU!♥♥♥