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Thursday, October 30, 2008
Tired.. Sleepy.. WTH.. Yesterday keep thinking abt wad i done 2 her... Until 2+ keep reflecting.. Sia la.. 3 or 4+ then slip.. Wake 630.. Ya nearly late 4 school.. -.- *yawn* 2day math physic chem Mly n math again... Math came 2 class luckily teacher let us do our own things.. So dcide 2 rest my eyes 4 a while... PHysic teacher tk dtg so talk2 wit my frnds all... Chem mcm biase la.. Sit bhind... Mly also the same.. Bt 2day a bit different.. Nt much noise cauze im tyred... Math study a little.. Nw at home.. Half dead.. Wan 2 slip bt nd 2 go out.. Then in the evening nd 2 go toa payoh... Go my makcik house.. At there then i slip la.. Ok BB Tis is the ferst tyme i admit im at fault.. Sriously.. After many days of thinking, i juz realize tat i gone toooo far.. Hw dumb2 cn i be... Tsk. Lyke u, i also couldnt slip or wad.. All the tyme thinking abt tis.. Wen at school, i keep trying 2 find wad is my mistakes n so on.. I missed a lot of lesson aready until my teacher had 2 call my names.. Bt juz nw, i finally realize wad my mistakes are.. I gone too far.. I realize tat tis tyme i realli2 made u bloody mad.. Gosh.. Hw cruel cn i b.. =( Sia la... N ya i understand wad u trying 2 say in ur blog.. I also dun lyke 2 fight... Abt 2morow i will come.. If u wan 2 screw me upside down juz do it.. I realise im the one whu at fault.. So im gonna face the music... I dun wan us 2 fight again so i will hear wad u say 2morow... I dun wish 2 fight bck as im guilty aready.. =( TC............. Juz nw go school as usual.. Sing2 wit syazly LAGU TEMBOK DERITA.. =/ AFter tat math think abt te things i had done 2 her.. =( Eng sit bhind n did the same thing in math lesson.. SS talk2.. Tat my lyfe 4 2day... Tc.. *IM SRY =( Wednesday, October 29, 2008 U think im a person whu make up stories?? Muke penipu?? Ya.. i knw sometyme im a penipu.. Bt im trying 2 change ok.. U think 2 mths is enough 4 me 2 change thoroughly?? U knw why i extend the date or nt?? I wan 2 knw u better NNN I WAN 2 CHANGE MY BLOODY BEHAVIOUR! I dun care wad ppl say 2 u.. I noe im been a big MORON asking u 2 fergive me.. Everytyme i make u mad, im ask 4 4giveness.. I wan u b happy n dun b mad... Tat why i ask u 2 fergive me.. I knw it hard 2 4give ppl.. BT u shuld at least give me a chance in changing my attitude.. U shuld at least tell me tat the thing tat i say made u mad or wad.. By doing tis it cn realli help me alot.. U think it easy 2 change?? Deep down inside me my body is ripping apart.. Y? Im trying 2 change my bloody behaviour.. ONi ppl lyke Zaidi n some knw abt my background.. 4 zaidi he been wit me 4 9 years.. He is lyke a bRother 2 me.. He knw all abt me. So 2 those whu think i talking crap.. I dun care.. Im oni speak the truth.. N abt lying?? Im also trying 2 change it.. U dun knw hw lyfe 4 me nw as i trying 2 change.. U dun even knw wad im doing in my OWN house.. Wether im ok or nt.. Im sick or nt.. 2 ppl whu think i making up stories kn.. I think u better think twice.. If u dun knw abt me then dun talk.. MILEY! have u seen my inner side?? I wan u 2 ans me.. HAve u notice tat im trying 2 change?? Do u knw tat sometymes i cn be caring, helpful n blablabla?? HAve u?? DO u appreciate the things i done? FYI i still secretly go out play soccer even wit my injuries.. Y?? IM STRESSED! U think i cn handle wit tis things ALONE?? By playing soccer i cn let go of everything.. Ryte nw i dun knw wether 2 follow on 31 oktober.. AZMI ask me 2 follow.. Bt i dun knw! Haizz.. I juz nd another 2 mths 4rem u.. 2 BLOODY mths 2 change myself thoroughly.. IT ur choice wether 2 give me a chance or nt.. IT ur lyfe anyway.. Yes or NO juz tell me.. Im nt blaming u... Im also nt angry.. JUz want u ppl 2 knw tat it been hard 4 me 2 change myself.. WAd do u ppl noe abt me? =((( I wan 2 knw.. WAd stories i made which its nt true?? Abt juz nw.. NTh much happen in school.. DAydream all the way as im bloody tyred.. Then in evening... Went out wit some N2 n N1 frends 2 have some fun.. 2 realese some stress.. Ya tat all TC *Here ur ans MILEY Let me use tis werd instead.. I care abt u .. Tat why i willing 2 change.. =(( Tat all i have 2 say.. Ur choice.. Ur decision.. Ur lyfe anyway Tuesday, October 28, 2008 YA... I noe we always fight when we meet.. N i also noe we onli knew each other 4 2 MTHS.. N i also noe i always ask u 2 4give me.. N so on.. i noe tat u will nt 4give me tis tyme.. I read ur blog aready... I dun knw wad 2 say aready... Bt u dun knw hw had i try 2 change myself.. It realli2 killing me.. Bt i dun care n try 2 change myself.. Y?? If u wan 2 knw tell me i will tell u.. Let me apologize 2 u again... im SRY... SRY 4 the things tat i done 2 u MILEY.. =(( If cn i promise u tis thing will nt happen again.. JUz nw gt school. Sleepy.. Then gt Amath,physic n geog... da la! I nt in the mood aready.. AGAIN.. GG off... At night la i blog... Let me ease my mind ferst =/ Monday, October 27, 2008 Back 2 my oldself again.. =)) Abt yesterday?? Juz close my eyes n think abt the beautiful things.. N wala.. It solved.. Im OK nw.. N MILEY sry eh abt yesterday.. kwakwakwa... =))) Ya nw have mood 2 talk areaddy.. Juz nw have school.. 4 mly Biase.. MAke noise wit syazly haziq dut faiz n more.. Haha.. BEST... =)) MLy lesson is the best..=)) Gt one tis thing.. It suppose 2 b "ROJAK PETIS" TEacher oni give us tis clue ROJAK _ _ T _ _ I was the ferst one 2 say.. Haha.. I dunnoe the ans then anihow say "ROJAK HITAM!" Haha.. Then my teacher was lyke.. "AH bagus omar.. Rojak hitam" Haha.. Then my frend keep on saying the wrong ans.. Some say ROJAK PUTIH la ROJAK INTIM La.. N so on.. Haha.. =) Funny seii. Then one of my frnd say the ans correctly.. Then another thinking qn.. Gt tis qn says... Wad is the meaning of "siaman".. I think so la.. 4get ler.. =)) Then my teacher give tis clue.. "bunga yg boleh_______?" Guess wad?? Im the ferst one 2 shout again.. Haha.. I say.. "BUNga yg bleh bercakap!" Then my teacher draw one flower then write bside it.. Im a flower tat cn talk.. She say "mane ada bunga yg boleh becakap omar" Ya i knw it already.. -.-" Bt still wan 2 misbhave.. No joke no fun wad? hehe =)) Then math lesson concentrate.. Eng teacher didnt come so relax.. 4 chem i didnt bring my hwk.. Haha.. so nd 2 copy all the things tat my teacher write.. Haha.. Then make little noise at the bck.. Talk abt soccer.. Haha.. =)) Then next mly lesson Tyred already.. Talk2 abt Tv programme.. then faiz give my frend a nickname.. "rey mysterio" haha... He say my frend look lyke tat.. HAha.. Relex la.. No joke no fun wad.. Crrect?? Thn copy2 some assignment.. Ten talk2 abt wrestling Haha =)) Bcome wrestling lesson.. Haha.. N nnnn.... 2morrow have amath physic n SS.. Waa... OK la.. GTG... C ya.. *MILEY... IM ok already.. So no more talking cock.. Haha.. =))) Saturday, October 25, 2008 Wake up at 0730.. Sis wake me up bab die nk gi werk.. So after wake up bath then play comp.. =) N ya yesterday slept at 0145am.. Ahaha.. Slip late cauze play scrabble wit adq n kakak.. In the 1 round kakak win.. 2 round i win.. Third round i win.. Haha.. End up being the champion.. Haha.. LOL.. New miley yesterday slip unexpectedly.. Haha.. msg2 her than the last msg she nvr reply.. I thought my hp rosak so keep on msging.. Then until 0135am she nvr reply.. haha... End up msging 2 ghost.. =P u la miley.. nvr tell me tat u wan 2 slip.. Haha.. Yesterday while playing scrabble i watch police story.. Haha.. Cerita lama sei.. Then after becoming the champion i sleep.. Ya.. 2day im alone again.. Mum dad n adq go 2 my cousin house.. Sis balek at night.. Haha.. Let see wad im gg 2 do.. Mayb go out buy Baju 4 sonore.. =) tat all.. *New miley!! Yesterday i end up talking alone.. Wad la u... WAHHH so bored... Ya la ppl go have fun i at homee... HAven finish some paperwerk n projects.. Haizz.. So nw trying 2 completing it alone in my house.. Mum,dad n adq go jln raye while kakak go werk.. :( NN New miley go 2 her bestie house.. Hope she enjoy herself right nw... =D Ya many things happen 2 me.. =( WTH!! K around 1230pm go 2 send adq 2 madrasah. B4 tat at home i bring some $$ la.. then ble wan 2 go down msg new miley.. Msg2 her then check my wallet.. Then no $$ WAs inside.. I was lyke WTH!! WHEre my $$.. PAnicked aready then searc.. Cnnt see my $$ anywhere so ignore it...=( Msg new miley abt the incident.. She said tis "if u had'nt msg mie this thing wuld nt have happen" Then i tell her la tat im careless oni.. Then she oso say im careless.. haha =D Then after tat cntinue msg2.. *skip* After antar my adq went home... Duing my way bck home have tis group of boyz playing soccer.. N one of the boy accidentaly kick theball towards me.. I manage 2 stop it la using my leg.. Basic ferst touch mahh. then as i abt 2 pass the ball to him, i cnnt kick it properly seii.. WAHH!! The ball go 2 other place. SAy sry then walk off.. Cn feel the sharp pain at my back seii. Muz train hw 2 kick ball after i recover.. Haha =) N ya.. After tat went home.. Have ppl come.. i ignore la bab haven finish project mahh.. Then msg new Miley.. Guess wad?? I done a very2 gd thing 2day.. one of my kwn lame offer me ""(new miley shuld knw) I decline it and walk away.. cool or wad?? Haha.. At last i do wad is correct.. =) Thnx 2 new miley.. =D Ya.. Gg 2 finish the project.. Half way done.. Haha.. kla gtg.. Btw here some pictures of me,my sis n my adq.. Enjoy!! MIley!!! NAH!! PICtures!! HAha          Tis is all the pict of my sis me n adq.. Adq pict skit je bab he dun lyke 2 take pictures=) Tc bb.. Tc Friday, October 24, 2008 WAHH!!! So sleepyy... -.- Wan 2 slip bt cnnt cauze nd 2 tidy up my rumah.. Wake up at 730 am bab muz antar him 2 tuition.. AIYOO... AT ferst i ignored n continue sleeping.. Then the sec tyme my adq force me 2 wake u.. WAAHH!!! Then i was lyke "kakak kn ade??srh die la" In eng.. "sis have wad?? Ask her la" Then gt 2 knw tat she werking mrning shift 2day.. Haiyaa.. So quickly bath n go out.. B4 tat mum ask mie 2 buy 4 dad mee rebus.. Then she ask mie wad i wan 2 eat.. Then i sy la i dun wan anything.. It still eraly in the morning oiii.. I lazy 2 eat.. =) *skip the sending part* After buying the food then went home.. Nw blogging.. Walaooo.. Tyred seii... Haha... K gtg.. bb.. *BTW i look lyke DAVID ARCHULETA meh??    I feel so happy being wit new miley... =) Keep me update taw miley.. =) NW 9pm.. 2day quite boring.. Adq kt umah.. So cnnt play game.. Haizzz.. So frem juz nw watch Tv oni la.. Bt in the mrning oni no mood... Nw wan 2 watch cerita cina.. So im off.. Bb *Miley cyrus!! SMILEE owayz k? IMY Thursday, October 23, 2008 WTH u wan ah boi??!! u think u hotstuff or wad??!! Kepalaa!! PLayboy per tukar2 pompan??!! Psl kau eh porak peranda taw r/s drg... Kau igt kau sape?? Skrg nk amek die plak kepe?? Eh boi!! Wake up la ehq?? Da baek aku dgan haziq let go.. Abe ni skarang kau nk ape??!! Aku bkak balek hal kau pe??!! Apahal kau skarang?!! NK maen dgan feeeling pompan nie?!! Sebenarnya eh aku da lama nk let go.. Aku nye org tk suka mrh2 ehq.. Tk suka cai psl pn!! Tapi ble aku dpt tau kau tukar2 pompan darah aku up la BOI!! Lagi2 yg pompan2 2 aku knal.! Kau igt funfair per??!! Bleh tukar2 je..!! Kau igt drg tissue paper?!! Aku ok klau kau nk kwn2 dgan drg je.. 2 tkpe.. Abe skrg kau da LEBIH daripada 2!! Kau moviestar keper ah!! Smpai smua pompan kau nk?!! AsL tk amek makcik2 skali??!! Skarang aku tknk cari gaduh dgan kau ehq.. Buang mase ah!! Im nt the type whu lyke 2 carik gaduh n mrh2 org ehq!! Bt tis thing realli f*** me up la K la dun wan 2 tlk abt it animore.. Nw is exactly 930.. Woke up bath then eat maggi.. My mum cook la.. I dun have mood 2 cook already.. Haizz.. N ya yesterday gt 2 knw sth la tat made my blood boill.. Haiyaa... Haha =) Nw blogging n updating frenster.. Gg out ltr 2 pick my younger bro.. K tat all la.. Actualli if u treat me nicely i treat u bck nicely.. Bt if u give me shit I make sure i give u HELL!!=| Dun wan 2 b angry ler.. NT COOL.. Haha =) K la bb.. *Hey u RElex k?? Dun angry2 la.. SMILEE =) Haha.. Helooo Ppl!! Ya 2 day the last day of school... So sad... =( Come 2 school 4 only 2 dayz then finish.. -.-" Bt nxt week have breeching programme ler.. Nd 2 prepare 4 N level ma.. Haiyaa.. 2day gt my report bokk.. N ya it ok2 la.. NK katakn bagus tk bagus nk katekn tk bagus ok2 la.. So it 50-50... N ya... My form teacher ask me 2 buck up on my studies... He say tat i cn do it.. Ya la.. All tis while been playing.. Nt serious seii.. Haha.. Wen exam cn still play2... Haha.. N see my results wad happen.. Guess wad?? i pass my science 4 the ferst tyme ever since i entered 3N1.. Cool or wad?? =) Haha.. Quite hapi ler.. Bt nd 2 buck up on both my A n E maths.. =( Yesterday learn a valuable lesson.. Serves me right la.. I make sure i didnt do it again k?? Promise.. N yesterday finally i gt 2 knw sth.. Walaoo.. If i knw it long tyme ago ehq i wuldnt b tat irritating seii. Haha wad pass is pass la.. Bt she 4give me alady.. so i dun wan 2 rpeat tat mistake again.. Btw i have life firing(NCC) on The 4th november... I haven even recover yet.. WAHHH!!! So nxt week i be gg 2 do some exercise bck 2 regain my Fitness.. wan 2 go FIRING!! WAN 2 GET BADGE!!! Haha... x0 Mayb gg bck 2 gym on nxt week.. Let c.. If i recovered ;) K im off.. Tc *I PROMISE NT 2 REPEAT TAT MISTAKES AGAIN K.. Wednesday, October 22, 2008 SRY Sry sry!!! Im realli2 sry.. Didnt mean 2 hurt ur feelings la.. Haiyaaa.. N 2day school was ok la... Haha Nvr bring any books as cnnt even carry my bag... so dcide 2 bring my sis sling bag... Onni newpaper inside it.. Hehe... Then wen reach school,, Ok la same faces i saw... Haha... N guess wad they miss me.. haha... Oni 1 week la guyz... Hhaa... N ya juz nw had programme abt blogging... Very syiok sei... I and some of my frends had lotz of fun... Nw apologizing 2 her.. Nvm la if she still the same.. Bt juz want 2 let her knw the truth... Haizz... k tat all.. bb tc... Monday, October 20, 2008 Borinnnnnggg!!!!!!!!!! HaAH... Nth 2 do 2day.. =( N ya... i had tis irritating thingy... I cn feel sharp pain at my head.. Everytyme wen i had tat feeling i tend 2 ferget wwad i wan 2 do.. Shit... =( Wad happening 2 me eh?? ..... ..... DA la dun think2 lagi... So Tis cming sat will go out jln raye.. Yeah... =) At last cn get out of my house.. If nt All theway inside my house.. N ya... My dad went 2 malaysia.. Hehe Ask him 2 buy 4 me Game.. Boring mahh... =( Nw waeting 4 sth 2 happen.. LALALALLALAALLAAL...... Btw i gt tis weird dream yesterday... Tsk... Scaryyy.... =s All the way i cnnt slip seii.. FRem 1-3am... Haha... =) Nw my eyes tyred ler... Haizz.. Anione cn pls talk2 wit me?? Hehe.. Mcm tk tau malu plak ehq.. K la.. Wan 2 update sth.. bb.. Tc LOVE IS IN THE AIR!!!! =) At last i cn rest my mind... Dun nd 2 werry abt pando animore.. Im damn happy after hearing he newz tat pando beat AE 5-4.. Goals are frem khairi n zaidi scored 4.. Btw thnx pando 4 winning Tis match 4 me.. Appriciate it loadz.. Wish i cn play Wit u guyz again la... k.. Tat all i wanna say.. Im happy.. =) Waeting 4 tat day 2 come ler 09blabla... Haha Sunday, October 19, 2008 WAHHH!!! So boring... Nothing to do.. All the way slip watch tv... =( Nw is 1030 am... They all schooling while i resting at home... Miz them ler... Nvm cauze mayb 2morow im gg back 2 school... =) n YA... I seem 2 b 4getting sth ever since i had my back injury... SHIT!! Simple thing also i cn 4get... Wad actualli happen 2 me?!! Haizz... BT luckily i still remember tat date... IMPORTANT... HAha... *wink* NNNNn 2day my cuzzin will b coming 2 my house 2 fix my computer!! =0 Yeahhhh!!! N ya... Keep having dreams bout pandemonium n her sei... HAizz... I think i miz them terribly ler... Hahaha... ===)))) NNN guess wad?? My back beganing 2 hurt again... Nw cn feel some pain at my neck... HAizzzz... =( WAhhh!!! Tymes pass very fast seiii... Nw it gg to b 2009... Yeahhh!!! 2009 coming... =)))) Anyway pando gd luck on 2day match... Hope u all win... =)) K nd 2 gooo... Haiyaaa... K tc... Ps: If i get u...I promise 2 make u the happiest gerl in the werld... Haha. =)) Hope so.. Saturday, October 18, 2008 Hai!!!! YA 2day wake up at 735 bab my neighbour baby disturb me wen im sleeping... Nearly hit my back wit his toy.. Haiyaaa... Nw tired aready... N ya yesterday night cn msg her once using my sis hp n 5-7 msg using my mom hp... =) Bt2 wad i wan 2 say 2 her cnnt sei... Haizzz... Anyway ltr i explain 2 u ler.... Nw lying on my bed while blogging... =) da bath ok... Haha... N ya i cnnt lie 2 her animore ler... MIz her so much already ler... Haha... =))) Haizz... Nw all wen wrong 4 me after i had tis injury on my back... My dream iz juz a daydream cauze my parents would nt let me play soccer animore =( N maNy2 things happen la... If i didnt go 2 tat match eh... HAizzz... Nvm la... It all happen aready.. Another 2 more days im gg 2 school... If my back haven recover nd 2 extend the tyme ler... Nw boring.. No ncc n PE 4 me until nxt year?? or December?? Either one ler.... K tat all lar... Sleepy larrr... Haha ;0 K tc.. bb.. Friday, October 17, 2008 WAH!!!!! 1 week MIA frem school so boring!!!! Miz all my frends,teacher n her a.k.a "makcik" HAha... dun knw la why i call her tat... Cauze i lyke it? Haha... n ya... da lame jgak tk msg her due to some prob... =( All the waayyyyy sit n lay on my bed...... BORING!!! Haha... luckily yesterday gt 2 msg her 4 a while using my mum hp... Wahhhh!!!! Thought wan 2 keep msging bt my mum hp la oiii... so msg her 3 or 4 tymes then say 2 her Tc n so on la... Waaa... Miz her so much ler... N guess wad... My computer spoilt!! Nw using my sis laptop... Mayb 2morow my cuzin come n fix... Nw watching BAADSHAH while blogging... Cnnt walk2 banyk... Haizzz..... N i realli2 miz pandemonium!!! We been hard n rough road 2geder as a teammm.. Still remember tat day wen we had a misunderstanding.... Bt see we solve the problem and play as a team again... I realli treasure tat memories during my tyme wit u all.. N thnx 2 my coach, wawa tat i bcome a striker... 4rem back to Dm to CM to Striker.. N also thnx 2 my teammates whu been wit me all tis while... I realli wan 2 thnx tis guyz 4 being wit me all tis while -WAWA -AZRi -FATTAH -ZAIDI -LEE SYAFIQ -KHAIRI -SUFI -AMINUDIN -JK -YAN QUAN -FAIZ -IZIKEIL -AZMI -FAUZI WiThout them i wuld juz b kicking ball under my blk.... i appreciate all the things we done 2geder... N im sry tat i cnnt cntinue wit u all 2 get wad we are aiming forr... -AD cUP 09 -NfL 08 =( Even if im nt in the field 2 give motivation i will always b wit u all.... Pandemonium all the way... Dun give up ehq..... =) Tat all i wan 2 say... Haha... EMo?? No la... Haha... k... Another hw many day je gg 2 school... Cnnt waet la seii.... Heehe.... =) Ltr cn mit wit my team bola,frends nnnnnnn her!!! YEAHHH!!!! Haha... No more lying on my bed... Haha... K.. GTG... TC everyone!! Sunday, October 12, 2008 Hai!! long tyme no blog... Finally exam over... =) Let recap wad i did on fri,sat n yesterday.... FRIDAY Finish my last paper around 0905... The exam eh... okok la. cn do.. Then go home. REst2 n msg2 until 12+ go out mit wan as in te afternoon have soccer match at yishun... Overall in the match i play lyke rosak seiii.. long tyme nvr play soccer bcome lyke tis... I was gg 2 give up seiii during the 1st half.... Then wawa said 2 me "om! Jgan give up... score utk die" In english,"om! come on.. Dun give up... score it 4 her..." Wen i heard tat i try, 2 cope wit the pace of the team... Ten came tis minute where i scored almost b4 half tyme... Pheww... Tat goal realii give me the momentum n conidence in the second half.... N thnx 2 her gd luck thingy tat i have the confidence in second half... In the second half,i injured... Kena treated lyke wad in the field... Haizz... Anyway nice game la... My leg da acm jelly... SAT SAt nt the best day ever... Did nt msg anione.... EVen he/she or anione la... Thought wan 2 go raya wit pando then had 2 go 2 jln raya wit family... Start the jln raye kul 1130 n end 11pm... Overall ok la wit my kaki2 i bandage... =) Bt boring cause smua sedara umur 13 n blow... Haizz... kla tat all 4 sat SUN Went out raye wit sedara side ayah... FUn!!! Start at 1130 n end at 830 Ferst rumah at sengkang... The lontong goreng was fantastic seiii... Haha.... During the jln2 then i started msging... Then jln n jln wit my kaki tempang... haha =) All the food nice bt nt every house i eat.... Diet mahhh.. haha x) Then in the night wen out 2 play soccer wit my left jelly leg... Haha... still i cn kick the ball using my right leg... Then go home, bath n slip... K tat all 4 today.... Nw oni 730 am... Cnnt slip mahhh so blog... TC.. |
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